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My Fantasy is Part of my Reality! (Introduction)
For an introduction well I'll start from the very beginning. From the top till the finish. You might know everything about me when reading this intro and yes this is how I got my artstyle.
I am an animal lover since I was 2 years old, I wanted to have every living animal on this earth as my pets, I know I am exaggerating everything, but hey can't blame a 2 year old on having a dream right? Everything I see on the animals has a great impact on me, I am always quite amazed on how birds could fly, frogs could jump, ants can make you itchy , elephants get so tall and some other animal stuff, but as time goes by I am getting consumed by reality. People started telling me the real world ain't like that. Animals eat other animals to survive, Humans eat animals too and the insects are pests the should always be killed. Well for some kids they might agree to that, but for some reason I am not like any other kids.. I am always the odd one and the most unique, but hey who cares I am fine being alone but literally I'm not... because I am friendly as f*** , that's why I've got tons of friend who always cheer me on whenever I am sad and Who are always there in my happy times.
2nd grade when I first started to draw... ON ERASERS... yes I draw stuff on erases like eyes, nose, smiley faces and I always act that they are real and have feelings so I literally have tons of erasers back then and I don't know why but I kinda have a playful imagination in imagining them to be back to life.
on my 4th grade I started playing pokemon "Fire Red" to be exact and I was hooked into playing it because when I was little I used to play with my neighbors gameboy color just to play pokemon gold but I haven't played it much so When I finally got a gameboy now that's when my pokemon fanboyism has begun. Pokemon is an open world game where there are a variety of creatures waiting to be yours. Sounds familiar? It is one of my dreams when I was 2 years old. It is really like I am going to my fantasy world where my mission is to catch and befriend all the creatures in the world so that's why I got hooked into that game.
The Pokemon series are one of the reasons why I like games. It is because I escape my reality to and just hang out on my plain old imagination land and do what ever I want. Then it shaped me to become a gamer and started playing a lot of games on the computer.
Reality really struck me hard when my mom went to abroad for work. After all the gross sobbing and destructive tantrums all I can think of doing is just making myself happy. Happy for me is letting me do what I want so I started drawing to release all these pent up sadness in me and started drawing scribbles A LOT OF FREAKIN ' SCRIBBLES. After drawing a lot of scribbles I see tiny little drawings in them and I am happy cause I think I found something new. But alas I showed it to my friends but they didn't understand so that's why I felt down but I saw someone who was great at drawing and always teaches me how to draw and so eventually I could show them what my scribbles really mean and then I've been interested to art .
On my first year at high school that's when everything turn completely NORMAL. I think like everybody else. I move like everybody else. I do things that were on the instructions. I FELT LIKE A ROBOT I'VE HATED IT.
On my third year and fourth year I had a bully problem. Since I was a weirdo at school (the only one actually) I became the lone wolf of the class.. doing stuff what I wanted and NOT GIVING A F***.
I've ignored bullies till one day I snapped. My hatred grew and grew until it actually had a physical form. Kyzke is the name of my "Persona" built with hatred against all. But eventually on my fourth year I kinda started a liking to drawing again but this time I am using ink so there are no room for mistakes (but actually it helped me to get another idea from a mistake). Every mistake I make using a pen I try to adjust and make the artwork even better. So eventually drawing grew on me and now I am taking up a course to be a great Game Art Designer. So it all ended up into my split personality "Kyzke" became my second brain and He is not filled with hatred anymore. He is now filled with Concepts and Emotions.
So yeah being a famous game art designer is one of my goals in life that I am trying to reach and I am willing to try harder and do my best in everything just to achieve this dream ...
So that's It I am Kyle Andrew M. Marquez and this is my blog.
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